{"id":12483,"date":"2020-04-17T16:45:49","date_gmt":"2020-04-17T11:15:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.wordpress.com\/2020\/04\/17\/look-back-but-move-forward-more-napowrimo-day-12\/"},"modified":"2020-08-03T19:51:16","modified_gmt":"2020-08-03T14:21:16","slug":"look-back-but-move-forward-more-napowrimo-day-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/17\/look-back-but-move-forward-more-napowrimo-day-12\/","title":{"rendered":"Look Back, But Move Forward More &#8211; #NaPoWriMo Day 12"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium is-resized\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.files.wordpress.com\/2020\/04\/img_20200414_224246_042.jpg?w=240\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12482\" width=\"274\" height=\"344\" srcset=\"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/img_20200414_224246_042.jpg 1608w, https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/img_20200414_224246_042-240x300.jpg 240w, https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/img_20200414_224246_042-819x1024.jpg 819w, https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/img_20200414_224246_042-768x960.jpg 768w, https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/img_20200414_224246_042-1200x1500.jpg 1200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 274px) 100vw, 274px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>Wait a moment<br>Look behind you<br>Shh..stay quiet. You&#8217;ll wake it up.<br>Do you see that?<br>That shadow of you<br>It&#8217;s always there<br>A silent presence<br>It only becomes louder when you turn back<br>And look<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why that puzzled face?<br>Of course it looks like you<br>It&#8217;s your past, dear<br>Don&#8217;t worry though<br>It&#8217;s not exactly like you<br>It&#8217;s just a small reflection<br>No no, stop<br>I didn&#8217;t tell you to start comparing<br>That&#8217;s not why we looked back<br>Just observe<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It&#8217;s there as a presence<br>It&#8217;s there because it existed<br>It&#8217;s not there to hold you back<br>It&#8217;s not asking you to stay<br>So why do you keep running towards it?<br>Slow down.<br>Or you&#8217;ll fall<br>While trying to hold on to it<br>Again<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hey, don&#8217;t panic,<br>I know it looks unclear<br>It&#8217;s fading away a bit<br>But you don&#8217;t have to worry<br>It&#8217;s always gonna be there<br>Sometimes, it&#8217;ll&nbsp; make you smile<br>Sometimes, it&#8217;ll&nbsp; make you hurt<br>That&#8217;s okay<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But my dear, you cannot let it stop you<br>You cannot let it hold you back<br>See, it has some parts missing<br>The parts that you have now<br>You are whole<br>You don&#8217;t need to rush back all the time<br>Take comfort in those memories<br>Discuss what you both have learnt<br>All you guys need,<br>Is a healthier relationship<br>But make it rare<br>Look back<br>But move forward more<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Tavleen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>Connect with me on&nbsp;<\/strong><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/tavleen_words\/\">Instagram<\/a><\/strong><strong>&nbsp;|&nbsp;<\/strong><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/tavleensoni\">Twitter<\/a><\/strong><strong>&nbsp;|&nbsp;<\/strong><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/user\/show\/32793447-tavleen-kaur\">Goodreads<\/a><\/strong>&nbsp;|&nbsp;<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/tavleen-words.tumblr.com\/\">Tumblr<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/17\/look-back-but-move-forward-more-napowrimo-day-12\/#more-12483\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading &#10142; <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Look Back, But Move Forward More &#8211; #NaPoWriMo Day 12<\/span><\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[319,320,349,350,351,352],"class_list":["post-12483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-writings","tag-napowrimo","tag-napowrimo-2020","tag-poem","tag-poems","tag-poet","tag-poetry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":12495,"url":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/17\/one-look-at-the-sky-napowrimo-day-15\/","url_meta":{"origin":12483,"position":0},"title":"One Look At The Sky &#8211; #NaPoWriMo Day 15","date":"April 17, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"I used to run my fingers along the words of poems.The poets had a way of praising the things that made them feel.They had a way of showing us how some things are above us.Feelings and emotions\u2014 they would make us feel like no one else.But there was one thing\u2026","rel":"","context":"In &quot;My Writings&quot;","img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i1.wp.com\/travellingthroughwords.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/04\/img_20200417_184530_589-scaled.jpg?resize=350%2C200&ssl=1","width":350,"height":200},"classes":[]},{"id":12386,"url":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/02\/napowrimo-day-1\/","url_meta":{"origin":12483,"position":1},"title":"#NaPoWriMo Day 1","date":"April 2, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"My daddy told me he has always lived an honest livingLike his own dad didIn other words, don't screw someone over.Karma is debatable but why test it? 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