{"id":12511,"date":"2020-04-21T23:42:28","date_gmt":"2020-04-21T18:12:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.wordpress.com\/2020\/04\/21\/brand-new-again\/"},"modified":"2020-04-21T23:42:28","modified_gmt":"2020-04-21T18:12:28","slug":"brand-new-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/21\/brand-new-again\/","title":{"rendered":"Brand New Again &#8211; #NaPoWriMo Day 20"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\"><figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.files.wordpress.com\/2020\/04\/img_20200421_205118_156.jpg?w=293\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-12510\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n\n<!--more-->\n\n\n\n<p>The demons inside my heart rage day and night.<br \/>I purge on paper.<br \/>In words.<br \/>It purifies me.<br \/>And for a moment, I&#8217;m reborn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But you&#8217;ll notice<br \/>No matter how many times you clean something<br \/>It wears down a little.<br \/>Leaving behind a trace.<br \/>Of aging.<br \/>A scar or a stain.<br \/>But what can you do?<br \/>You can&#8217;t let dirt pile up.<br \/>You can&#8217;t let monsters stay.<br \/>Even if they wear you out.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Even guests have to leave sometime.<br \/>And when they leave.<br \/>While you feel an emptiness.<br \/>You savor the peace.<br \/>You savor the clarity.<br \/>Don&#8217;t we all wish we could feel brand-new sometimes?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I grab my mop and I clean again and again<br \/>I feel less pure each time<br \/>But I still relish it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Tavleen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><strong>Connect with me on&nbsp;<\/strong><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/tavleen_words\/\">Instagram<\/a><\/strong><strong>&nbsp;|&nbsp;<\/strong><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/tavleensoni\">Twitter<\/a><\/strong><strong>&nbsp;|&nbsp;<\/strong><strong><a href=\"https:\/\/www.goodreads.com\/user\/show\/32793447-tavleen-kaur\">Goodreads<\/a><\/strong>&nbsp;|&nbsp;<strong><a href=\"https:\/\/tavleen-words.tumblr.com\/\">Tumblr<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/21\/brand-new-again\/#more-12511\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading &#10142; <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Brand New Again &#8211; #NaPoWriMo Day 20<\/span><\/a><\/div>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[319,320,349,350,351,352,504],"class_list":["post-12511","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-writings","tag-napowrimo","tag-napowrimo-2020","tag-poem","tag-poems","tag-poet","tag-poetry","tag-writing"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":12497,"url":"https:\/\/travellingthroughwords.com\/index.php\/2020\/04\/21\/your-book-day-16-of-napowrimo\/","url_meta":{"origin":12511,"position":0},"title":"Your Book &#8211; #NaPoWriMo Day 16","date":"April 21, 2020","format":false,"excerpt":"The demons inside my heart rage day and night.I purge on paper.In words.It purifies me.And for a moment, I'm reborn. 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